There were years of visual work before the drawings returned: photography, video, editing, fashion, campaigns, stories made for other people and other purposes.
In that industry an image often knows its job before it exists. It has to attract, persuade, create desire, make something look more beautiful, more successful, more necessary. There is intelligence in that world, but also pressure.
The surface becomes smooth. The feeling becomes directed. The space for real artistic freedom becomes smaller.
The body understood this before the mind could explain it.
Drawing returned when that space became too narrow.